today is the long awaited day

we are headed to the specialist this morning for marls.  i'm kinda losing it this morning.  luckily marls is at school b/c i don't want her to be upset.  i'm sure everything will be ok, but....what if it's not?  just trying to remember to breathe.
we went for a picnic with granny on friday at a pretty new park.  well, new to us.